Wednesday, July 21, 2010

The Big 5


See how cute five years old looks on Braden!

He wasn't "officially" five on July 14th until he blew his candles out on his cake.  At least that's what he said.  And then the other day walking in the parking lot at McDonalds he said "Mom, I'm five, I don't have to hold your hand in the parking lot anymore."  I guess if you say so bud.  Mom still sneaks in a hand hold when he's not paying attention.  Is he really five?  Has it really been five years since my baby was born?  It feels like yesterday. 

Sunday, June 13, 2010

All About Courtney


I don't think she's noticed yet so please don't mention it to her.

Courtney had her birthday, oh, ten days ago, and I am just now getting around to posting it.

I've been kind of slow this year. 

I posted Gabby's tribute two days after her birthday, Ally's four days beyond the fact and now this post is ten days late.  What is the world to coming to I ask?

Courtney had a low key affair this year.  All she wanted for her Birthday was cold hard cash so she could buy whatever she wanted.  And she did.  But the nice thing is, she bought everything I would have bought for her any way!  Funny how that works.


I think this is a recent pic, I could be wrong. 

So, although it's a little late.....

Happy Fourteenth Birthday Ki Ki!

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Home Sick

Not homesick like I would be if I were away from home for too long.....but home sick.  As in nowhere else to go cause I am just plain sick.

The whole family went to Mt Home without me today for a memorial day barbeque.  I was so okay with it.  A whole afternoon to sleep and rest.  I laid down at noon thinking I would just sleep for a good two hours.  Five hours later I wake up feeling slightly better, but now the chills are coming back, the headache, fever, coughing, runny nose....I don't know what afflicts me, some kind of virus maybe?  Whatever it is, I haven't been this down  and out for I don't know how long. 

This afternoon after I woke up from my long nap I thought I was feeling well enough to treat myself to Dairy Queen.  I drove the fifteen minutes to Burley ordered a blizzard and shrimp basket for dinner.  Took two bites of each and threw them in the trash.  I guess I wasn't as better as I thought I was.

Now that I've had my quiet time, I am missing my little family.  Even when I'm sick, or maybe especially because I'm sick, I want the comfort of their noise, their bodies in my house, their sweet ministerings.  Soon enough they'll be here. 

I have one more movie to watch making the total two for the day and a five hour nap.  Boy I feel productive.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Who Loves Ya Baby?

After spending a fun afternoon playing in the canyon sans Gabby.  The entire family was on a mission.  Mission nearly impossible was to find a cute shirt for Gabby to wear to the mission farewell of a friend.  She had the skirt, the shoes, even the jewlery, but no shirt.  Since Gabby wasn't with us on this particular trip it made it that much harder.  After trying to describe over the phone the various shirts we were looking at I came upon the brilliant idea to send her pictures of the shirts for her to view at home. 

We actually had a fun time picking out these tops for her to reject.  We even found some cute dresses that she rejected without hesitation!

Scroll down cause I love these pictures!  Check out my family in the back ground, they will make you laugh! Some of my favorite ones are the ones with Larry holding the shirts up.  I have to brag a little bit about him because he didn't get disgruntled once!  Even though this little shopping trip dragged on a lot longer than I think he would have liked and Braden was pretty much fried by the end of it.

These two dresses were a "heck no" .  Personally I thought they were pretty cute!


 
And this one on the right was my favorite.  I think Gabby would have looked simply smashing in this little number, but she didn't agree.  Neither did Courtney she had to squeeze the one in on the left.


   
I LOVE these people


 What a Dad!


  
She finally settled on the white tank top.  She had a cute black shrug at home that would look cute with it!


You take a group of five sunburned, wind burned, exhausted people, who don't really like to shop in the first place.  Have them spend an hour and a half looking for the "perfect" piece of an ensemble and you find out how far we are willing to go for our oldest daughter.

That.  To me.  Is Love!

Friday, April 9, 2010

Perfectly Adorable!


This is what I found when I went to check on Braden this morning.


He's decided that sleeping with Mom is the only way to go these days.


Mom doesn't agree!

Most mornings (usually around 3am)  Mom would just like to have her bed back to herself and the man that sleeps all the way on the other side (he doesn't usually interfere with my sleep except when he snores)

But how could I not love my little monkey in the middle when I came in this morning and found his sweet rumpled little head laying on my spare pillow.  His mouth forming a little "O".  He held the pose long enough for me to get a picture and then a soft little 'snort' almost woke him up.

Perfectly Adorable!

Monday, April 5, 2010

It's A Big Deal....Alright?

{Ally in Michaels trying on the Easter hats}


According to Ally, this year was a big year for her in the birthday department.  

Not only is her birthday on the magical date of April 1st, giving her license to play jokes on people ALL week long.  But she also graduated from the single digit birthdays and is now officially Ten years old.  A number with TWO digits!  It's a big deal!  Just ask her she'll tell you.

Happy Birthday my little Rose!






Monday, March 29, 2010

Sixteen and Still Sweet!

 

Last  year at this time I was wishing I could stop time and hold it in my hand.

It's funny what a year can do.

This year, I'm excited for her!

For the experiences that await her.  For the life ahead.  

Two more years of high school.  Then off to life!

I can't wait to see how her story begins!

Happy Birthday Gabrielle!  I love you!!

Sunday, March 21, 2010

The Process of Refining


Many of you have probably read the story below but just for the sake of this blog.....humor me.

There was a group of women in a Bible study on the book of Malachi. As they were studying chapter three, they came across verse three which says: "He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver." (Malachi 3:3) This verse puzzled the women and they wondered what this statement meant about the character and nature of God.


One of the women offered to find out about the process of refining silver and get back to the group at their next Bible study. That week this woman called up a silver smith and made an appointment to watch him at work. She didn't mention anything about the reason for her interest in silver beyond her curiosity about the process of refining silver. As she watched the silver smith, he held a piece of silver over the fire and let it heat up. He explained that in refining silver, one needed to hold the silver in the middle of the fire where the flames were hottest as to burn away all the impurities. The woman thought about God holding us in such a hot spot--then she thought again about the verse, that he sits as a refiner and purifier of silver.




She asked the silver smith if it was true that he had to sit there in front of the fire the whole time the silver was being refined. The man answered that yes, he not only had to sit there holding the silver, but he had to keep his eyes on the silver the entire time it was in the fire. If the silver was left even a moment too long in the flames, it would be destroyed. The woman was silent for a moment. Then she asked the silver smith, "How do you know when the silver is fully refined?"




He smiled at her and answered, "Oh, that's easy--when I see my image in it."

 
I love this story.  Since the first telling of it that I heard it has come to my mind many times during trials or adversity.  When I first heard the story, I cried.  Tears of joy that the Lord knows me, sits and watches over me during my afflictions.  Other times I have thought of this story I have been a little fearful that the fires might one day be more than I could bear.
 
It is this second part that I want to address.
 
Do you ever have dreams that should be scary but aren't?  I do.  Alot!  Last night I had such a dream.  I was driving along in my car going to get groceries, I believe.  The road was stretched out before me, beautiful blue skies ahead.  When, not too long into my dream storm clouds started to gather in the distance.  The wind picked up with a fury, tree branches blowing by, debree circling my car.  But, I was intent on my purpose!  I was going to make it to town to get those groceries!!  Driving down the road there were many obstacles that I had to swerve around. Many times I  cried out in my heart to my Heavenly Father for safe passage.  Further down the road I had to cross a broken bridge.  The bridge wasn't just any bridge, it was a floating bridge like the one outside of Seattle.  So here in front of me was a broken, floating bridge.  I didn't want to pass over this bridge but my car wouldn't let me stay put, and propelled me forward.  As I'm driving over the bridge the section of the bridge in front of me started to heave skyward.  Now my prayers weren't silent, they were uttered aloud and with great conviction.  I thought to myself how strange it was that I was praying so vocally in  such a public sitiation, (there seemed to be other people who could hear) since most of my prayers happen in my heart except those done in private.  As soon as the prayer was uttered aloud the road ceased to shift, and move, and allowed me to travel safely over. 
 
I don't know why I share this dream, except that I take many of my dreams seriously.  So many have come to pass.  Most of the time I don't have the understanding of my dream until after the fact and I can look back and say "ooooohhhhh!"
 
In my dream I was faced with great upheaval but called upon the Lord and was delivered.
 
About a week ago, Braden and I were looking through the Gospel Art Kit and discussing the pictures we were looking at.  We came across the picture of Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego and the fiery furnace. Braden wanted me to tell him about it.  As we talked about this picture, the story of the refiners fire came back to me.  The fire that a small part of me feared having to endure was given a new perspective.  Because in the picture there were not three men in the fiery furnace but four !  In Daniel chapter 3 versus 24 and 25  King Nebachadnezzar points out Did not we cast three men bound into the midst of the fire.....Lo I see four men loose, walking in the midst of the fire, and they have no hurt and the form of the fourth is like the Son of God."
 
The Savior was with them. 
 
I had never tied the two together before.
 
We each much pass through the fires of affliction, the refiners fire, but as the Lord shows with Shadrach Meshach and Abednego, He will be in the fire next to us if we let Him.
 
The Master whom we serve can bring us out of our own personal fires unsinged, better for the experience but unharmed.
 
May we invite Him into our lives to do so.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Walking Weather

If the "best things happen while you're dancing" (White Christmas) then the best thoughts happen while you walk.  That's how it always works for me anyway.  The weather is finally warming up enough for me to take my long springtime/summertime strolls.  I don't know if it clears my head of the cobwebs that grow inside my brain all winter, or if the smell of the earth and the growing grass add to my feelings of nostalgia and gratitude. Whatever it is these walks trigger for me deep thought and many new topics for blogging about.  Some I will share, some I won't.  But I know I am eagerly waiting to see which new thoughts jump out of my head and make it to the blog.

I hope you are too!

Dinner Was Green That Night


My family cringed  a little bit when I mentioned the green meatloaf that would be on the dinner menu for Wednesday.  But since I've got 1/52nd Irish blood flowing through my viens I felt the need to honor my Irish roots this March 17th! 

The best way to honor them in my opinion,  was to have everything on the menu some shade of green.  And the things that weren't naturally green, well, that's what the food coloring was for.

Truthfully I couldn't stomach the thought of green meatloaf.......it just didn't sound  right.  My head started taking me to fuzzy, green hamburger left too long in the fridge and I had to abandon the thought before it had time to fully materialize.  But we were able to enjoy a meal of naturally green (only two fabricated) dishes.


I myself found that the foods that are green according to nature were the ones that I could stomach best.  Our menu included:
Peas
Green Beans
Lime Kool-Aid
Pistachio Pudding
Green colored Mashed potatoes
Spinach and Cheese Rigatoni



My kids weren't overly impressed, Gabby thought that my creative talents might be better used elsewhere and Larry ate in silence like a good husband.




Oh well, there's always next year!  Happy St Patrick's Day




Here's an adorable little aside.  Braden was wiped out one night when Sam came to stay.  He crashed right on the hardwood and thankfully Sam got this pic for me.  Cute huh?